Mom....I just want to say...
My mother could kill with the shit she says to me. Let me explain...
My mother and I have a slight commication problem. I eat 5 small meals a day instead of the original 3 large ones. My mom can't understand that at all. She doesn't see me at all during the day except when I am home from school. I usually eat my dinner at 5:30-6:00 and my parents prefer to eat later. I'm just set on my eating time because it's what I have been doing forever.
Well my mom comes in and asks if I ate already and I said yes. She yells at me saying that I am a liar and an "aneorxic bitch" because I have lost weight. I already get back talks from people thinking that I am and even my own boyfriend. I don't appreciate it at all because I am not aneorxic. So I look her dead in the eye and said "prove it". She went silent and made up some bull shit excuse. My dad walks in the room and asks what is going on and my mom said "your bitch as a daughter is aneorxic and the most unnormal human to walk this earth. I am ashamed to be her mother." Right then I burst into tears and that's when I lost it. My dad then told her "it's her decision, if she doesn't want to eat then don't force her". And she said "fine, just let her die."
She has no idea what I go through emotionally and how much stress I have been going through. I am trying to juggle school, winterguard 4 days a week, and work whatever days I'm free. It's way to much for me and she's making it worse by assuming what she wants. It hurts so bad to have people think something about you that's not true. Does she even know what happens behind the fake smile on my face when I am at school? I just can't believe my own mother would say such hurtful things about me and actually in her shallow head believe it. With the stuff she says, she really makes me want to go into a depression. I feel like I can't make her happy. And what sucks is I have absolutely no one to go to and it's the shittiest feeling of lonliness I have ever experienced. I wish she would get off my back and know the real truth before I get even worse in my emotional stage.
I just wish she and everyone else can understand what I go through, but now that she has convinced my dad about it, no one will understand.
you have taken it too far... | 
